If you wish to know me better, then u can check it out... I used to work a flower decorator in a flower shop. It was a long time in the big and city and nature around me gave me calmness. I was in my own fairy world till spring and one guy appeared at my cosy place. He came back every week, first it was flowers then me :) It started like a fire, his kisses all over my body, the smell of roses and his skin was sensed for me like something exciting, pleasing almost like in the movie. We had no talk about the feelings that happened between us. I never asked what he feels to me exactly. Until one night, he came to me and ordered rose flower bouquet. After we done with our fairy magic he forgot the note, but this note wasn't about me. The word of love wasn't for me at this time...That was a heart strike, I was destroyed by this move and frustrated for a very long time. When i felt myself bett